EPIPHANY

Rex and John, both Australian neurosurgeons, were attending a conference in Oxford.

That high summer day on the deck

of the Head of the River,

relaxed by his Ploughman’s Lunch and ale,

Rex looked into the cloudless sky,

saw several far-off small black dots:

maybe Canada geese, if not,

he smiled, old Spitfires

replaying the Battle of Britain?

Hard to be certain …

But the dots stood still.

Rex set down his glass,

stunned by rapid-fire thoughts

of probabilities.

“I think,” he said quietly to John

“I have secondaries in my brain.”

Ten years ago Rex had

a melanoma on his back.

There were questions then.

“One never knows,”

his surgeon said.

  

“Are you sure they’re not floaters?”

Rex closed each eye in turn.

“Positive.” he said.

“Migraine aura?” 

“Never before.”

Rex knew the drill.

For a decade he had savoured each day,

freed it from bureaucracy and strife.

Fancy him, a wise man from the east,

receiving this epiphany in Oxford –

Oxford, home of Tolkien

and other master weavers of fantasy –

this clear, prosaic sentence!

How ironic that its execution

would be inside his head!

“I think that we should finish lunch,”

Rex said slowly.

John touched his arm.

Both turned again to their cheese, meat

and bread, emptied their glasses

and left with the calm they assumed

as they emerged from theatre,

weary with effort, seeking

relatives in the waiting room

desperate for news of a miracle,

to confess that it was not within their powers

to remove all their loved one’s tumour

though they’d tried for hours.